old cigertte

Ok so I put on my brown leather jacket that I haven't worn since last winter and put my hand in the pocket there was a pack of smokes in my pocket only one in it. of cource I didn't even think of smoking a disgusting old stale nasty cigerette but here is the embarising part I think there was a time not that long ago at all that if i was broke had no smokes and noone was around I would have smoked it. that was really hard to admit but it is the disgusting truth that if I wanted a smoke bad enough I would smoke a stale gross old probably dusty nasty cig because I am an addict and I would have wanted it bad enough