Anger_18642

Over the past 2-3 days or so, I've had a new outlook with relation to having recently quit that has consumed me. While I firmly believe it's anyone's right to suck down as many butts as they feel necessary, I've found myself really angry that I wasted the past 12 years of my life smoking. I feel tricked, duped,quit smoking now, bamboozled, in a very profound way. No, I'm not going to quit my job and go join the TRUTH campaign, or Unibomb the Phillip Morris HQ or anything like that,Herbal cigarettes, but it's just something that's been on the forefront of my mind a lot. It's kinda that self-disgust, and I'm all mad about it. Is this something that is common in quitting? Is it the reverse of the 'stages of loss'? Who knows....but I think I need to just let it go, but I can't seem to do it.