2010年8月1日星期日

why now-

After 73 days, some good and a lot bad, I have reached the place where I can actually go out for the day and truthfully say that smoking doesn't enter my mind for hours on end. That's not to say that I haven't smelt the smoke from someone else's butt and raised the nose in the air for an extra sniff on occasions(!), but mostly these days I feel good about myself.Why then, the night before last, did I dream for the first time that I was smoking?!! and not only smoking,quit smoking now, when I woke up I realised I had been enjoying it and was disappointed that it was a dream!!!!Do you think that I was feeling a bit too complacent, and subconsciously I was open to the idea? or is it common for the thought to come into a dream after all this time without one before?I am feeling so much better, and eating everything that moves, so on Monday I have to start food watching as well (I refuse to call it yet another diet) or else I will be overweight for summer. It just shows that it's dangerous to think you have this temptation licked,smoking cessation, because it creeps up on you at any old time!!!!

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